Life is challenging, at the very least. We are born into this world without knowing anything and are expected to develop and obtain as much knowledge as we can before finally waving goodbye. Life involves thriving and learning in ways that shape us; gleaning lessons from both the good and bad experiences; developing tenacity through all circumstances; pressing on even when the odds are stacked against us.
And all the while, we are to live life without really knowing what is around the next bend.
Not seeing the future is scary. How do we proceed if we do not know what to expect? How do we plan if, despite having dreams, we do not know the step necessary to obtain our destiny?
It is that ever-present "unknown" that swirls about us that gives us the need to constantly get on our knees and ask God for direction. And it is His direction that gives us purpose and adventure.
He is not boring, that is for sure. In all of my adventures, big and small, I have found the pursuit of God to be both exciting and fulfilling. I am amazed at the places He takes me and the methods He uses to get me there.
But every time I come to a point of change, I grow frustrated and I worry. I worry about making poor decisions. I worry that I'll inadvertently hurt people if I feel God is leading me places. I worry about not having everything in order. And I grow frustrated because, in spite of feeling the winds of change, God isn't always chomping at the bit to tell me what to do.
This is what Tim and I are facing at this moment. We know God is speaking something, but what? We know there are steps we should take, but what are they?
It is hard to say what is next, but I know, deep down, that God is control and that He will reveal our next move when the time is right.
In the meantime, we have resolved to do what we can where we are and to prepare the best that we can for the life-changing event that is around the corner. And we'll enjoy every moment of this adventure that God has blessed us with; welcoming the challenge and welcoming the lessons we are to learn.
Thank God for having a sense of direction and thank God that we have Him there to guide our steps...I really do not know what we would do without Him!
And all the while, we are to live life without really knowing what is around the next bend.
Not seeing the future is scary. How do we proceed if we do not know what to expect? How do we plan if, despite having dreams, we do not know the step necessary to obtain our destiny?It is that ever-present "unknown" that swirls about us that gives us the need to constantly get on our knees and ask God for direction. And it is His direction that gives us purpose and adventure.
He is not boring, that is for sure. In all of my adventures, big and small, I have found the pursuit of God to be both exciting and fulfilling. I am amazed at the places He takes me and the methods He uses to get me there.
But every time I come to a point of change, I grow frustrated and I worry. I worry about making poor decisions. I worry that I'll inadvertently hurt people if I feel God is leading me places. I worry about not having everything in order. And I grow frustrated because, in spite of feeling the winds of change, God isn't always chomping at the bit to tell me what to do.
This is what Tim and I are facing at this moment. We know God is speaking something, but what? We know there are steps we should take, but what are they?
It is hard to say what is next, but I know, deep down, that God is control and that He will reveal our next move when the time is right.
In the meantime, we have resolved to do what we can where we are and to prepare the best that we can for the life-changing event that is around the corner. And we'll enjoy every moment of this adventure that God has blessed us with; welcoming the challenge and welcoming the lessons we are to learn.
Thank God for having a sense of direction and thank God that we have Him there to guide our steps...I really do not know what we would do without Him!
Sometimes, you might never "know" for sure what you are to do but know that you must take that step out in faith trusting that God is leading you exactly where you need to be. In the mean time those obediences that you and Tim are doing might be what God wants from you right Now. So keep praying, keep preparing and know God is in control and will reveal all when the timing is right. Love ya!
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